It will be no surprise to long-time fans that I'm interested in genderplay, genderfucking, and generally doing weird and hot things in that vein. I asked Sydney Screams - a gorgeous, fiercely competent dominant and all-around lovely person - to do a "forced feminization" scene with me, and the result is a hot-as-hell, uniquely kinky video!

If you've never heard of this kind of play, feminization involves a submissive being stripped of their masculinity, dressed and often made-up in a “girly” fashion, and trained or treated "like a girl" - and what that means can vary! (Because, obviously, there are many ways of being feminine!) The kink can vary in how willing the submissive apparently is in their transformation, and the dominant may use any number of creative methods and tools to enact the desired change.

Lennex the Dancing Bear is one of two packer models offered by Kudu Voodoo, an independent business creating and selling fantasy silicone toys. Kudu Voodoo’s reputation in the indie toymaker industry is excellent. They are fair and transparent in their model descriptions, pricing, and advertising. Their website is comprehensive, and even features cute drawings explaining differences in their silicone firmness scale, and how their shipments are packaged. They have a unique brand and style worth checking out!

I couldn't stop thinking about how it would look to have a bulge in my pants - and, more importantly, how it would feel. After a little bit of hemming and hawing (this was, in fact, one of the first concrete steps I took to further explore my gender identity), I purchased one and eagerly awaited its delivery.